Wednesday, July 18, 2012

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Here are some pictures and here's what I have to say about them:

The first was taken three years ago. I was trying to point my foot while I leaped down the road.(to look artistic and poised)This was taken at the border of Morgan and Salt Lake County in East Canyon. It's quiet beautiful place to stargaze, be silly, and think all those thoughts about life that you never think about until it's quiet. That night was odd and I just remember feeling so unsure of my future. I was starting my Senior year of Murray High and really saw no life after that. SLCC maybe. a mission at 21. vague thoughts of marriage after that.

The second picture was taken this summer. On that same road on the Border of Morgan and Salt Lake County. I'm wearing my periwinkle shoes that remind me of my brother who is far away from me. Like this picture, I don't focus on the long road or find it vague and scary but focus on the steps right now. I'm getting better at staying in the present. Turns out life begins after Murray high and doesn't end. I never went to SLCC and really don't see myself any longer as Sister Missionary. and marriage =still vague

The third is my sunflower in my backyard about to bloom. It's that summer green and I took this before I saw an earwig and ran inside my house. (Earwigs are ten times worse than any other bug) It's not yet bright and yellow but that summer green.  My life changing all over again. I start the U Monday, August 20 and I'm so scared/excited for life. But I'm still pre-bloom I guess so I'm going to watch the yellow lines in front of me. Because I love being where I am today. With the stars and summer air and my amazing job and friends.