here are some reasons why this Tuesday was awful:
1. Because Mondays are long and terrible, all my hopes for the week disparate and I am left to deal with Tuesday
2. There is always an essay or response due in my lit class which means I've gotten very little sleep the night before so I'm usually not very cute for the day. Today, for example, I wore an outfit I like to call "50 shades of awful" with my mom clip holding back my greasy hair. My pants were lose because I have no butt so they sagged awkwardly all day.
3. It's the first day of my Trax rides to the U for the week. Which always includes someone loud and terrible on the train with me. This week it was Ralph from West Jordan going to the Ballpark Walmart and telling 21 year old guy with his he must not be Mormon because of his tattoo and that he must be gettin' lucky with the ladies because he was dealing with chastity n' shit.
4. I didn't find any friends at school today so I spent all afternoon watching "John Tucker Must Die" on my ipod and doing my homework alone in the basement of the library.
5. I had Carl's Jr. for dinner (enough said. my body hates me right now.)
6. I had to share my opinion on education in front of my whole class and we sat a circle and I was in the middle for this exercise and felt like everyone was judging me and thinking I was weird. ( when do I stop being 14 and feel okay sharing my feelings?)
aggggghhhhhh
3 days until fall break! okay I have now released my white girl problems out into the universe. Time to do my math.
