Wednesday, December 28, 2011

My Year in Songs

Hello! I know I haven't written on here in forever but here I go.  This Fall semester was so crazy and everywhere. I made a lot of new friends and strengthened some relationships that will determine who I am for the rest if my life. I'm so mixed up with my emotions right now. I'm back from Price for Christmas and I'm ready to go back to school. Yes I just said that. Will I read this in a month and I want to beat myself up right now? Yes. Anyways, while I'm waiting to feel at home again/go to Price, so I'm going to blog.

For the last 3 years, I make a playlist of the year. Every month, I add two songs to the playlist and at the end of the year, I have a mix that means a lot and sums up the year. I want to talk about every song on the playlist and why it's there.

                                                                         2011

January

My Freeze Ray
- Neil Patrick Harris
Dr. Horrible's Sing a long Blog

Mckenna showed me this song and told me it was a "Grace" song. I used to listen to it a lot last January when I would watch Jazz games by myself in my dorm, get on Tumblr  and ignore my suite mates. I was a little bit of an introvert to say the least.

When Will My life Begin
When Will My life Begin(Reprise 2)
- Mandy Moore
Tangled Soundtrack

So Spring semester, I lived with Jessica Booth who was in all my art classes and she loved Tangled. So did my other suitemates who most people would call them "Choir Mormons". They sang all the time including this whole soundtrack. (For some reason, I associate Disney music with Mormon girls. I'm one of those Mormons girls I guess..) I like this because,I feel like I start like fifty different little projects just to have something to do. I want change and sometimes I spend way too long waiting for it to happen. It makes me happy and want to go on an adventure.

February

Must Get Out
-Maroon 5
Songs About Jane

I heard at this McDonald's two or three years ago and then Mae gave me this CD and it was like finding a lost treasure. Again this song involves feelings with Price "This city's made us crazy and we must get out." Every time I hear it, I think about cold winter days when in my drawing studio I just wanted to scream and run out the door because I would be so frustrated with my art.


Long Live
-Taylor Swift
Speak Now

2011 for me, was the year I came out of the Taylor Swift closet. I love her and think she is a wonderful artist. This song to me was about my friends before college and hoped they would never change. Well we all did but it's about holding on to the memories we had.

March

Get it Right
-Glee Cast
Glee: The Music- Vol. 5

This is when Glee wrote original songs and I fell in love with this one. March was a really difficult month for my family. My mom lost her job and I felt like I needed to be at home. In case you didn't notice I hated my first year of college and this song was about that to me. I didn't like my life in high school and I didn't like my life in college. I wanted to "Get it Right". (Yes you can hate me for that corny play on words)

Men in Black
-Will Smith
Because I don't Have a Radio(mixed CD from Dano)

So this is the Theme Song to the Trip to Vegas me and my cousin Dano took to Vegas over Spring Break. The trip had a lot of problems but it's a really good story now. I love Will Smith and this song sums up what me and Dano become when we're together.

April

Slide
-Goo Goo Dolls
Dizzy Up The Girl

I love the 90's almost as much as the 80's. This is just a happy Spring song. There's really nothing more significant than that.

Rumour Has It
-Adele
21

This song is sassy. Adele is the best thing to happen to music in 2011. I like her other pieces that more heartbreaking on the album but in the end, I love the anger of Rumour Has It in getting over someone.

May

Party Rock Anthem
-LMFAO
Party Rock Anthem (feat. Lauren Bennett & GoonRock) - Single

I hate how much I love this song but it's so catchy and the music video kills me. It's  the theme song to those nights when I first got back to Salt Lake for the summer and getting dragged to Frat parties. I would awkwardly people watch while strangers danced to it. I also learned I hate loud parties.

Runaway
-Kanye West & Pusha T
My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy

Thanks to Mckenna Schwab, I found this song. It's hard for me to put into words what it means to me. It reminds me of people who have hurt me in my life but mostly about a lot of mistakes I make as a person. It's to me about all the walls I put towards others. "Never was much of a romantic never could take the intimacy"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fb5BzrDMprM
June

Erase Me
-Kid Cudi & Kanye West
Erase Me (Single Track)

"Man screw it" This song is Cassie Brackus. It's driving around downtown in "Tammy" and laughing.
It's summer 2011.

Giving Up
-Ingrid Michaelson
Be OK

This is my theme song to "I made a mistake and now I'm moving back to Price in August." It's so sad and beautiful. It's throwing me in the towel.

July

Not Like The Movies
-Katy Perry
Teenage Dream

"If the stars don't align, if it doesn't stop time, wait for it." I went to Katy Perry with Miss Stacie Sessions and it was so good and she sang this on a swing and it was wonderful. I love this song about not settling for less than you deserve.

Call Your Girlfriend
-Robyn
Body Talk

Robyn opened for Katy Perry was so amazing to me. She had this weird platinum blonde muffin hair and she danced her six inch platform boots. This song was so sad but upbeat. I'm kind of in love with sad songs.

August

Home
-Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros
Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros

"Home is wherever I'm with you."  I saw this performed at the Twilight Concert Series and the whole crowd was singing along. I think it was only song the crowd knew by Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros but it was a neat moment.

Hometown Glory
-Adele
19

Adele doesn't know it but she actually was writing Salt Lake City in the summertime. I can't formulate a sentence to even describe my love for this song. It's my favorite Adele song.

The Next Ten Minutes
-The Last Five Years Cast
The Last Five Years

This is a drive back up north with Scotty and Lisha. They sang this entire musical and it showed why people love show-tunes so much. Even if you hate musicals I would listen to this soundtrack. It's not just like every other musical. It's human nature and the way we treat people we love sometimes. This song is where the two characters in the story meet up. So far, every song has been song separate at different point in time. But here is where everything connects. I really recommend listening to it.


Enchanted
-Taylor Swift
Speak Now

Yes out of all the songs to choose from in a year, I put two Taylor Swift songs on this mix C.D.  Poor Lisha has heard this way too many times on a drive to McDonalds or through the canyon. I call it my "Princess" song. It makes me feel like I'm seven and fairy tales happen.

October

Love on Top
 Beyoncé
4

This is song is dancing in my dorm room in a sundress alone praying Tadd/Ciara don't walk in and find me there. And praying that Lisha will find me and join in.

5 Years Time
-Noah & The Whale
Peaceful, the World Lays Me Down

A day in Green River, UT with Ciara, Lisha and Tadd. We are driving away into the sunset and the world is at peace. It is impossible to feel unhappy listening to this.

November

Amsterdam
-Coldplay
A Rush Of Blood To The Head

The older I get the more I love November. This song is very November and puts me in  a sweater weather mood.  I may or may not have skipped classone day just to lay and listen to Coldplay.

White Houses
-Vanessa Carlton
White Houses - Single

Kristina used to listen to this last year and I made fun of her for it. Then I found it and listened to the lyrics. It's  everything I feel about this past semester. I love the line "We were all in love and we all got hurt" It's pretty sappy and awful corny but I love this guilty pleasure.

December

We Found Love (feat. Calvin Harris)
-Rihanna
We Found Love (feat. Calvin Harris) - Single

I found love and family in Price which is the definition of a hopeless place. This song is nights like making Tadd and Scotty go to Breaking Dawn and Scotty becoming "Jacob". It's in a cauldron of Hamburger Helper and in watching Jurassic Park for the first time. This song is youth.

30 Days
Nevershoutnever
Diet 7-Up

Whiny, sad and made me like Christmas this year. This is me and Tadd driving around at 5 o' clock in the morning looking at Christmas lights. It's saying goodbye to your friends for Christmas and sharing way too much of yourself in the CEU Newspaper room. ;)







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